I hate being mad at you.
5 sec..
10 sec..
I
remember...
30 sec...
60 sec...
I remember the first time I realized I loved you.
It was when I realized that anything that ever happened,
good or bad, I wanted to tell you about.
You were the first person I wanted
to know,
and I couldn't wait to tell you, and talk to you.
and, and, and.
and listen
to you, it's like I love learning new things every time I talk to you.
Sounds cheesy, hm?
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the first time you knew it was love.
I wonder, how is it going to be if you don't know me? how is it going to be if you're not around.
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suatu waktu dimana dengan hanyaku melihat matamu, aku tentram.
ketika aku memahami sorotan matamu yang berbicara, walau bukan sebuah kata, aku paham.
ketika hanya ada kesunyian dalam diam, aku tahu kita sedang saling menikmati waktu yang ada saat kita bersama.
ketika tanganmu menggenggam erat tanganku, kau perlu tahu aku akan meminta kepada tangan ini untuk lebih erat menggenggammu.
saat aku memandangmu, dan aku tersenyum. aku meminta kepada mata untuk terus memandangmu, agar bibir ini selalu tersenyum.
saat kamu bercerita tentang kehidupanmu, aku meminta kepada telinga ini untuk terus menyimak jangan hanya mendengar. karena aku akan memerintah otak untuk mengingatnya.
ketika aku dan kamu terus berbicara tentang mimpi, dan apa-apa yang kita inginkan.
perjalanan waktu seakan menjadi saksi, tentang adanya kamu yang selalu menemani aku.
saat aku dan kamu yang saling tertawa menceritakan kisah awal kita, aku yakin kamu dan aku sama-sama tahu masih ada kebahagiaan di kisah lain yang akan kita cipta.
ketika aku memohon kepada rindu yang tidak pernah tuntas, untuk menahan hasratnya. seakan kamu mendengar, dan berkata, kamu merindukan aku.
ketika kita berjalan berdampingan, aku mengikuti langkah kaki yang mana yang kamu derapkan. agar aku dan kamu bisa saling berjalan beriringingan.
ketika aku mengusap lembut setiap helai rambutmu, dan kamu menagih untuk terus aku melakukannya.
ketika kamu memelukku semakin erat, dan aku akan semakin takut kehilangan.
Everything around us seems immaculate
WHEN EVERYTHING HAS BEEN TOLD AND RETOLD,
COUNTLESS TIMES.
WHEN THE PLACES I HAVE VISITED,
THE THINGS I HAVE EXPERIENCED,
THE STEPS I HAVE TAKEN BECAUSE OF HIM,
ARE ALL TRANSFORMED INTO DISTANT MEMORIES.
NOTHING WILL REMAIN BUT PURE LOVE..
Date a guy who takes photos
Date a guy who takes photos. Date that someone who captures every detail in his camera. For him, saving memories on a gadget is one of the most important tasks to be done. It doesn’t matter what camera he uses as long as he is able to take a photograph. He lets photographs do most of the talking. Like a writer, he expresses himself in manner that is common to him but not in words, just photographs. He lets everyone discover what he truly is through an album or a single capture.
Find that someone who takes special photos and compiles them for you in order for you to relive the experience. He wants to make both the past and the present available for you to see. Date a guy who takes photos, the one who is adventurous to go to uncharted places just for him to take a look at that place and have a picture of it. He is not afraid of the consequences but is aware of them. He has courage and takes risks. He doesn’t dwell on the fact that he stays on a single place for a long time as long as he is able to take a perfect capture, in that moment in time, holding his camera on his hand.
Find the one who wants you to be in the picture with him. It’s like he wants to make every second a capture. He’ll be making tons of Facebook albums and provides weird subtitles to it. He wants to cover special events in your life like birthdays or even a simple day at school. It is important to him to have a photograph of you just for him to be able to look at you during the last minute of his night. It doesn’t matter to him if he gets lost with words as long as he has a photo to express how he feels, a guaranteed photo for his next album.
Find a guy who takes photos, the one who gives you the awe with his craft. He wants you to see what are the things beautiful for his eyes. The album includes you, too. He lets you use his camera too, just for him to be able to see what is beautiful in your eyes too. He hopes that you consider him. When that guy asks for your hand, give a loud “yes”. He sees life in different shades, perspectives and points-of-view. He will teach you to appreciate photography and the simplicity of a photograph. The list goes on forever as long as he has a camera on his hand and an album to show you.
Date a guy who has a huge appreciation and love for art. He does extremely well in photography. He makes simple things look more interesting and exceptional. He does not take photos just for the sake of taking photos, but he takes photos for a certain purpose.
Date a guy who captures photographs even during special moments together. He photographs different people, objects and events. One thing that a guy who takes photographs never forgets is: the fact that he is with the girl he loves, and a photo of her will definitely complete the day.
Date a guy who wants to excel more in photography. He knows that he is good enough but still wants to explore and learn more about it. For him, learning photography is limitless and boundless. He is considering other people’s views and opinions regarding his photographs and learns from them.
Date a guy who takes photos of the food that to eat. He knows how hungry you are so he’ll do it as fast as he can because he cares. Date a guy who’s busy in photography most of the time, but at the end of the day, he never fails to express how much he cares, and that you will always be the top priority for him.
Date a guy who calls you every time and tells you to look at the camera. He would tell you to pose in different views. He would tell you to fix your hair and smile. A perfect photo of you would satisfy him. Saying that you're beautiful every time he completes a capture of you. He posts photos of you and would proudly tell everyone how grateful he is to have the prettiest girl in the world.
Date a guy who loves photography and makes photography a part of his life.
Photographs do not always show us a happy and perfect moment. There are times that it depicts a cheerless and gloomy representation. And that’s the thing a guy who takes photographs has taught you: You should sulk and not be tired of smiling. You should be always happy, just because the guy who takes photographs promises to make you smile often.
Date a girl who loves life
Date a girl who loves life. She smiles as people pass her on the street. Everyone on her block knows her name… and she know theirs. When someone sitting next to her on the train strikes up a conversation, she listens to them… even when she suspects they might be crazy. Sometimes she laughs with them, sometimes she gives them advice, and sometimes she is so moved by their story that she runs home and tells you. She remembers every detail. This is also obvious by the small gifts she gives you, buying you a toy you mentioned Santa forgot when you were a child.
Take her to the park and she’ll take a photo of the trees to remember the leaves in the winter. Walk around the block with her and she’ll notice something new even though you’ve walked past the same spot hundreds of times. Spotting a table in a trash heap, she’ll take it home and turn it into her treasure. She sees something special while most people just pass on by.
You’ll know a girl who loves life by her laugh. She is smiling most of the time. Make her laugh and laugh along with her. When you talk to her, she looks into your eyes. She makes you tell the truth, she helps you to be yourself even when you’re not sure who that is, she doesn’t let you get away with the things others girls do. And you love her for that even when it really pisses you off. She’s also OK when you piss her off, admitting when she’s wrong and standing her ground when she’s not.
She loves to paint even though she’s terrible at it. Tell her that her paintings are beautiful. Encourage her to do the things that bring her joy. Paint along with her. Write her a poem even if you are not a poet. She will tell you that she loves it and she will mean it. Tell her embarrassing stories, show her your weaknesses. She will never laugh at you or make you feel insecure.
She’s dated a republican investment banker, a barista who deals pot, a Turkish-Puerto Rican lawyer, a runner-up from a well-know reality show, and a woman… because she fell in love with who she was… as a person. She does not have a type. She is able to see the good in everyone. And while she holds a spot in her heart for all her past loves, you know those experiences have allowed her to give her entire heart to you and you take solace in the fact that if you leave, there will be a spot for you too.
She’ll fall in love with you even though other men have hurt her and lied to her and deceived her, because along with each moment of pain and hurt and deceit came many more of sharing and faith and laughter. She’s in love with love even when the pain of losing love can seem so unbearable that she will surely die if she goes through it one more time. She’s open to it… because at least she will have loved before she dies. So don’t hurt her. Treasure her and value her and tell her that you treasure her and value her. She will always tell you.
Find a girl who loves life and she might kiss you on the 6th date, make love to you on the 1st date, or tell you she loves you on the 3rd date. There is no rhyme or reason behind these decisions. She is not defined by anyone’s rules. She makes her own. She listens to her gut and her feelings dictate her actions. This gets her in trouble sometimes, but she’s OK with that.
When a girl loves life, she’s happy most of the time, but she cries in times of loss, gets angry when she sees injustice, frustrated by intolerance, and is terrified by how powerless she sometimes feels. Then she finds the strength to move on, speak out against what’s not fair, and takes satisfaction in the small changes she can make all around her. This is what truly makes her happy. Help her make these changes and you will be happy too.
Date a girl who reads and writes and eats and travels and runs. She plays roller derby and paints and swims and does samba. She’s a nurse and a teacher and a non-profit executive. Sometimes she runs the world and other times she just sits on her couch watching reality television, eating cheese, drinking wine, and gossiping with the women in her life. She can’t be placed in a box. She’s happy doing ALL of these things.
And that is why you should date a girl who loves life. She’ll support you when you’re down, show you the most valuable of things when you’re poor, give you her strength when you’re sick, and put you in your place when you’re wrong. You will know that she will be there for you forever if you let her, but only if you’re worthy.
time is the longest distance between two places
"live for those who love me, for those who know me true, for the heaven that smiles above me, and awaits my coming too, for the cause that lacks resistance, for the future and the distance, and the good that I can do."
slowdown and appreciate every moment
"always take a moment before sleep to remember all the blessings you have,
at least... today"
I feel so blessed to have you.
besides the point, I'm so grateful to be a part of your life. we often say to each other just how lucky we are to have what we have. and when I think of my past, nothing can compare with how my life has turned out now.
we drive, in your car. and you are by my side. we go to places. just you, me, the radio, the songs, the back roads, and the blue sky. again, I'm very grateful. we're laughing, hugging, kissing, talking about our lives and about nothing. but means everything. you hold my hand like you'll never let me go. not like the sweet movie scenes, he's simply romantic in his own way. I
could fall million times with someone who speak out anything on his mind
in a good way spontaneously, just like him.
it doesn't matter what we do. or how long we get to see each other. as long as I'm with you, I'm happy. but the time flies by. and it never feels like enough. no matter how far we go, it never feels like enough..
it doesn't matter what we do. or how long we get to see each other. as long as I'm with you, I'm happy. but the time flies by. and it never feels like enough. no matter how far we go, it never feels like enough..
why does tonight have to end?
.....I don't wanna go home.
"why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts. we'll skip the goodbyes. if I had it my way, I'd turn the car around and runaway, just you and I"
Getting older is no problem, you just have to live long enough.
take chances. tell the truth. fall in love. be random. sing out loud. laugh at a stupid joke. cry. get revenge. apologize. tell someone how much they mean to you. tell the asshole what you feel. let someone know what they're missing. laugh ‘til your stomach hurts.
LIVE LIFE!
so I'm just thinking about how much I don't want my life to be boring. there is so much I want to do, and so many places I want to go. but I don't really think it's ever gonna happen. I just don't wanna be one of those people who work somewhere they hate or live somewhere they don't want to live. but I feel like I'm gonna live here forever and not get a chance to see everything I want to see. I feel like my dreams are to unrealistic.
there's so many different ways to be connected to people. there are the people you feel this unspoken connection to, even though there's not even a word for it. there's the people you've known forever, who know you in this way that other people can't, because they've seen you change, and they've let you change.
And I blame myself because I make things hard, and you're just trying to help
yang paling ngga enak dari telfonan sama seseorang adalah... kita gak bisa liat ekspresi orang itu secara langsung. karena satu-satunya cara yang bisa di pahamin dari orang itu saat ditelfon ya cuma dari suaranya.
poor me, gak tau gue emang termasuk orang yang gampang ditebak atau emang orang lain yang udah ngerti banget gue, kadang orang lain gampang banget tau apa yang gue rasain walaupun dia cuma denger suara gue di telfon..
sayangnya, dia bukan orang lain.
...call failed.
gue diem, dan akhirnya ngelanjutin film yang gue tonton di laptop. judulnya, Voices of a Distant Star. sialan, emang kadang-kadang sikon sama hati bagus banget kerjasamanya.
ini film kartun, tentang dua orang anak junior high school, yang baru lulus. awalnya, si cowok, Noboru, dengan senang hati memberi tahu si cewek, Mikako, 'Kita bisa masuk sekolah
yang sama!' tapi Noboru dikejutkan oleh pernyataan Mikako bahwa mereka akan terpisah jarak, waktu dan galaksi karena Mikako, direkrut Armada Luar Angkasa AS untuk perang menggunakan sejenis mecha melawan sejenis alien yg di sebut Tarsian. karena itu Mikako keliling luar angkasa, sementara Noboru, tetap di bumi.
mereka tetap berhubungan melalui fasilitas text messaging, cuma masalahnya adalah jarak untuk menyampaikan satu pesan makin lama makin panjang. mulai dari hitungan hari, bulan, tahun. ya gak kebayang aja sih, im3 kalah pending deh kayaknya.
mereka tetap berhubungan melalui fasilitas text messaging, cuma masalahnya adalah jarak untuk menyampaikan satu pesan makin lama makin panjang. mulai dari hitungan hari, bulan, tahun. ya gak kebayang aja sih, im3 kalah pending deh kayaknya.
"....As far as any distance will separate us, just one word I would say, I am here." --Noboru
rada ketawa nonton ini, bener-bener film rekomendasian! :) cuma salah nya aja, nonton film yang lagi pas sama sikon.
ada beberapa bahasan yang gue hindarin untuk dibahas. dan sebisa mungkin, gue gak ngebahas itu. so selfish...emang. entah karena apa, gue pikir, gak perlu bahas itu sekarang, karena gue gak mau terlalu mikirin itu sekarang ini.
ps: I will never write anything as well as you've written me. :p
It seems like there's a purpose but I still don't understand.
kira-kira, hampir 11 bulan yang lalu lah, gue ikut Masa Orientasi Siswa atau kalo disekolah gue disebutnya ta'aruf. lagaknya freshman yang ngga ngerti apa-apa sama kehidupan sma, gue ngumpul sama temen-temen gue. yah, walaupun kebanyakan dari mereka dulunya satu smp juga sama gue, tapi tetep aja ngga sama. beberapa temen-temen gue yang deket banget sama gue ngga satu sekolah sama gue.
awal-awal masuk sma itu ngga bisa diutarakan lagi deh. banyak banget dapetin pengalaman baru. bener-bener belajar banyak. mulai dari masuk paskibra, osis, dan ngurus alseace 2012. ya semua nya itu seru, banget. walaupun kadang ada titik-titik klimaks capeknya, sih.
nilai-nilai juga ngga jauh beda sama smp, yang padahal gue liat beberapa temen gue waktu di smp nya nilai pada bagus-bagus, tapi di sma mereka rada jatoh. tapi beda cerita sama tugas, bad habitnya karena emang gue sering absent, tugas-tugas dikerjain di waktu kepepet :(
dan kemarin, the last day of exams. ngga pernah sesemangat itu ngebuletin lembar soal. :)
new experience, new stories, new friends, and new boyfriend, too. ehem. ngga kerasa aja, udah mau naik lagi ke kelas 2. bulan-bulan belakangan ini harus berapa kali denger curhatan dan ngasih nasihat ke temen-temen yang galau penjurusan. rata-rata dari mereka masalahnya sama sih. jadi gue cukup bilang, "ipa atau ips itu sama aja. tergantung dari lo mau jadi apa, dan dari proses lo belajar. sukses itu tergantung dari lo sendiri, kok."
haha, dammit.
padahal apa yang gue pengen sendiri masih kehalang sama keinginan orang tua yang pengen ngeliat anak nya sukses, dengan ikutin apa yang mereka mau. :)
"and all the plans you made just break. you'll always feel unsatisfied. for every dream you keep inside, another part of you has died. wouldn't you like to see inside yourself and know what you could be? of course when I say you, I mean me.."
And I'll pretend like I've got something to say but I've got nothing
perlu berapa kali kamu bertanya mengapa aku menyukai hujan?
dan perlu berapa kali aku katakan aku sangat menyukai hujan?
sungguh, aku jelaskan disini, kepadamu.
ada banyak kata untuk kita melukiskan hujan
sebagaimana banyak kata yang tak mampu mendefinisikan
betapa aku, bahagia bersamamu
bukan nya terkadang ada suatu hal yang tak dapat dijelaskan?
atau mungkin sekedar hanya dapat dirasakan?
seperti itulah.
ketika kita harus menerka apa yang akan dikatakan langit
dan pun langit menjawabnya dengan menunjukkan apa yang dikait
bukan kah beberapa orang membenci nya?
tapi sedikit beberapa orang diantaranya, sangat menunggunya.
jadi ingatkah kamu saat aku selalu mengingatkan
kamu, beda.
seperti itulah.
ada satu kebahagiaan dari rasa keteduhan yang terasa saat rasa merasakan rasa.
sebagaimana utuhnya makna yang terpisahkan jarak dalam sebuah klausa
apa kau sudah mampu simpulkan semua kata?
coba sekali lagi tanyalah lalu, jangan padaku,
tapi pada kaca, saat kamu berkaca.
tentang mengapa seseorang yang menulis ini,
tak mampu menjelaskan betapa dia mensyukuri
adanya yang dihadapanmu sangat membahagiakan nya?
karena persis seperti hujan, ia meneduhkan..
Let's go to the place where the food is really good
You need to learn how to select your thoughts just the same way you
select your clothes every day.
This is a power you can cultivate. If
you want to control things in your life so bad, work on the mind.
That's the only thing you should be trying to control.
―
Elizabeth Gilbert
The trend is your friend until it comes to an end.
"I understood very well. once you make a decision in life you can't reverse it."
Date & time: Thursday, 3rd may 2012.
Guru matematika gue, lagi ngajarin materi tentang logika matematika sekarang ini.
Ngga sih, ngga penting apa judul materi nya. tapi yang penting itu apa isinya, dan filosofi yang dia utarain.
Ngga sih, ngga penting apa judul materi nya. tapi yang penting itu apa isinya, dan filosofi yang dia utarain.
Ketika gue lagi pusing dengan "jika 2+3=5 maka gunung api meletus" atau "jika ayam beranak maka matahari terbit dari timur", gue langsung kepikiran jadi gunanya pelajaran ini di aplikasiin ke kehidupan nyata itu apa?
"Ehem. pak, terus gunanya materi ini di kehidupan nyata apa?"
Then....
"Kamu tau ngga, kita hidup dengan dan akan selalu dihadapin sama pilihan. mulai dari bangun, kita harus milih buat makan atau mandi. kalau kita pilih makan, kita milih mau makan roti atau nasi. kalau milih roti, kita pilih mau di bakar atau di panggang, dan akan begitu seterusnya. hidup tuh kayak main catur, sekali kita melangkah buat milih jalan yang kita pilih, akan susah untuk balik lagi." .....he said.
Sumpah, asli.
Iya, filosofi dia emang ada benernya, tapi pertanyaan gue diatas itu ngga kejawab kayaknya, ya?
........lesson learned.
"There are some mistakes that can’t be forgiven, certainly not forgotten. And sometimes saying sorry & apology is not enough"
Waiting For the Day That We'll Find Our Way
Did you ever fall for someone,"If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in love."
But you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings,
But you just couldn't?
I fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
"I like to making friends with anyone"
Is that why I hide it so no one can see?
But how long will I pretend?
We could have so much more to say
We decide to give it to another day
So...
Waiting for Forever
"Vir pernah nonton Waiting for Forever gak?"
"Belum, kemarin ngesearch di youtube sih tapi hahaha"
Waiting for Forever synopsis:
Best friends while they were growing up, Emma (Rachel Bilson) and Will (Tom Sturridge) lost touch a long time ago—as far as she knows. She is back in their hometown, because her father is sick and dying. Emma hasn't just come home to be with her father, but she is also trying to leave behind her complicated love life and career as a TV actress. She has a strained relationship with her mother. As a man and woman give Will a ride to back home, Will tells them the story of how he fell in love with Emma and how she was with him when his parents died. He is dropped off in Historic 25th Street in Ogden, UT. Upon arrival he visits his brother Jim, a banker, who believes Will has mental problems and is reluctant to have Will stay.
After seeing his brother is angry, Will stays with his childhood friend Joe. Will tells Joe today or tomorrow is the day he will tell Emma he loves her. However, Emma's boyfriend follows her home as he wants to reconcile, staying at a local hotel.Will and Emma spend the day together, reminiscing on times passed. She admits her unfaithfulness to her boyfriend, who wants to marry her. She discovers Will has been following her and asks him to promise to stop. Will agrees and leaves town.
It is revealed that Emma's boyfriend has murdered the man with whom Emma was having an affair, although she is still not aware of this. Her boyfriend, when comes to know that Will stalked Emma to LA, calls the LAPD and claims it was Will who committed the murder.Will decides to hitchhike away from his hometown. On his way he is arrested by the highway patrol and taken to jail. Jim bails him and takes him to the airport. He runs away to San Francisco, leaving behind money to make up for the bail his brother paid.Emma is shaken with the news of her lover's death, and gets a letter from Will proving that he wasn't in LA when the murder was committed. She gets her boyfriend arrested.
Emma's father dies. Emma goes to Joe and asks him to tell Will that she is sorry for what she had said to him.
After Emma's father's funeral she receives a love letter from Will. She leaves for San Francisco to look for him, finding him performing on Fisherman's Wharf.
Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything
It's a story about love, but it's not a typical love story. It shows how people react to love in different ways.And now, now I'm imagining a day when I get up and I know that I might see you. Okay might, could, maybe... Of those two days, that's the day I want, that's the day I choose
Ah ya, this movie recommended by Prayudha, sekalian promote twitter nya nih @yudhawdwchy hahaha-_- peace yud!
